Keep my heart bruised

I must really like the abuse

having my feelings minimized by words you say

I give my heart to you and you blindly step on it

to scrape it off your foot later that day

I try to make things go smoothly

I try to lesson your daily task

I want to feel you feel me

yet you have another in your grasp

I get slapped with the your committed

a relationship of convenience

you see how it rolls

but to you I have committed my soul

I wonder if I was out the door before the cloths came off

before you went running into the playroom

not giving me another thought

You don't see how I crave and yearn you

I think you forget I have feelings too

It's times like this I wish I could walk away

walk away and say fuck you

but I can't and I keep coming back

I must really like the abuse

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