once
again I put myself in harms way
by
caring too much
hoping
he's okay
I
exposed my heart
I
made a surprise visit
I
didn't give him notice
shocked
that he had company
I
stayed calm and collective
excused
myself while keeping composure
alone
I'm overcome with emotions
filled
with jealousy
why
was he with him
tears
fell, my heart died
once
more I felt empty, dead
looked
with my heart not my head
images
of him and he
fabrications
in my mind
I had jumped to conclusions that weren't there
I
spent the whole night in speculation
next
day he beckons
heart
beat one second
then
it went away
he
saw how I was feeling
masquerading,
hiding pain
he
saw I needed healing
then
gave a kiss and held me
his love was needed to jump start my heart
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2015 by Patrick B Vince
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